It's amazing how you can be severing god for an hour or two and then when it's finish you just go back to the way you use to be.Your not out there telling people bout him,your not even trying act like you know him until your in church or on a bible retreat and then your there telling them that your a christian and that you love god.But then they ask you to tell them something that god has blessed you in, what do you do tell them, a lie or tell them that you really haven't been looking for him or listening for him or anything in his favor.Well i'm sort of like that and now im getting better at looking for him but i do need more help on listening.If you would really know how it is to serve god then you would see how amazing,fun,joyful,and so many other wonderful things that god is.